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Haiyo...My sleeping pills eat finish already.): I cannot sleep for the whole entire night.Slept at 12 am.
1st day of holiday turns out to be er...quite alright for the moment.My tummy is hurting from 10am to 530pm! I am going to collapse soon.I feel like vommiting but cant vommit it out,feel like sleeping cant sleep!Why must this happen to me...I want to do what I want to do.The pain is killing me.
6pm....
I finally vommit everything out.AND THE PAIN IS KILLING ME EVEN MORE!!!help...

Today's the learning fair! So fun(: Reached school at about um...730.Then me and charmaine suppose to get a costume from the dance studio.And...the gate to the staircase was locked,so we went to the general office to ask the people in there to open the gate.Me and Charmaine were like standing at the staircase waiting for Mr Foo to open the gate.He did came...but he opened the wrong gate...And so...we ran up and down up and down to get things done...Tiring.^__^"
Afternoon...went to the haunted house...I wanted Shermin to go with me...but end up Charmaine and Chloris accompanied me.Went in there 10 times...hehe break record.Chloris 9 Charmaine 5.A lot of amusing stuff happened inside...Someone go pull both of my feet and I was like stuck.The worse thing is the person pull the shoe and the whole thing came out,and I fell.And the third time I went in(with Chloris),we purposely scream very loud then I think something pop out then I squeeze her hand...and she screamt too...lols.
Last year helping :( sad...

Well...6E is back! Mrs Reyes was right...life is full of ups and down.We are going to be on the up again!Hope 6E will not go down till the rest of our schooling days!There is not much time left for friendship problems and fights,we are going to leave the school soon.Message to all: Dont brood over unhappy things...happiness is ahead of you!
I still cant believe I got 16th in class!My results...Chloris de results almost all better than me...and got 20.(not being haolian)....still dont understand...
must understand...must understand...lol

Haii...got back report book today...16th!!!! Die,deproved 7...7!Must work harder le...
Hmm...Mrs Reyes came to our class today.Have a 'chat' with us.Maybe we really done wrong this time.The blog,vulgarities and other stuff...Glad that Elmer and Shermin 合好了(: Guess Seow Meng still have the hatred towards her?Although the matter is put to rest, still worried about Shermin...She talk to her stuff toys leh,so scary...(not saying she have mental problem!)Sometimes I do that too...when I am sad/angry/depressed/stressed blablabla...You will feel good when you 出气在某个东西/人的身上.
I still dont understand SPEED!!

SA1 is over...results all lousy.Chinese:81/100 English:65/100 Maths:58/100 Science:eh...just pass.MUST WORK HARDER LE! PSLE COMING IN 5 MONTHS!!Haii...tomorrow get back report book!My position from 5 drop to 9 then maybe will drop to ?? My parents say position doesnt matter...but...
Had the 1.6 km run on saturday...got 9th.I shouldnt have walked!!! Otherwise can get 8...My timing improved...position deproved.Timing is more than 10 min but less than 10.36min...
I found out something about my results...Chinese:improved 3.English deproved 3.Science:Deproved 3.1.6 position:deproved3...stange.Maybe my class position will get 12?hahaha...

Am I selfish?
她曾经是我最要好的朋友...
我曾经说过要和她做永远永远的好朋友...
但自私的我为了要有更多朋友，便抛弃了她...
因为别人的意见，我“甩掉”了她...
我们的友情就是这样地结束了...
我真后悔抛弃了她。她当然知道那时候我不喜欢她。渐渐地，她也把我当成了
敌人。你说，我这样的行为是很自私对吗？
I really regretted what I have done.But I can't go back in time and change things.Actually if you make friends with her,she isn't a really bad person after all.Now she thinks I hate her,which is of course not true.You just have to look at the good side of her.She is a nice and friendly person.I enjoyed the time we had together.Be it in class or out of the school.But,even if I mend the friendship with her,I don't think we would be the best friends like we are last term as she already have another best friend<---a better one than me.I am just a meanie who only wants new friends and don't care about old ones(what other people thinks).We laugh,we joked.She was my friend since primary 3.I feel so guilty now...I don't even know whether she treat me as a friend.I owe her too much.She treats me so good in the past and I...I just don't believe that I would do such a thing to her.Because of other peoples' opinion,I 'dumped' her.Now I know the real reason why I have so little true friends who cares.Because they are just treating me the way I treat them.I know if I tell them: I will care more for you all from today onwards;they will just laugh and say: as if...
When I dumped her,the little devil in my heart was saying: DUMP HER,so many people don't like her...just dump her!And...I am stupid to follow its commands.And then...after awhile...a little angel in my heart whispered: It is still early.Patch up your friendship before it is too late. I turn a deaf ear to it and this is the outcome.I have one last sentence to say to her:Can you forgive me?
Drop the subject...
SA1 is finally over!So far...I had gotten back my Chinese sec. A and maths sec.A.
I improved 5 marks...unbelievable...I got 49/50 for chinese sec. A and 14/16 for maths sec.A.Hope can get at least 2 subjects band 1(:
haiz...sick again.severe flu + cough.Fever subsided le.Used 1 packet of tissue,1/2 of a box of tissue and 1/2 of a roll of toilet paper...know its digusting...hehe.Hope I recover soon,because of my illness i cannot go out): suppose to go out today...haiz