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Jowz;
God,friends&family,SMSB,Fluteys,cows,stickies & percy piglets are everything to me in the world!
Wednesday, May 09, 2007!
Am I selfish?
她曾经是我最要好的朋友...
我曾经说过要和她做永远永远的好朋友...
但自私的我为了要有更多朋友，便抛弃了她...
因为别人的意见，我“甩掉”了她...
我们的友情就是这样地结束了...
我真后悔抛弃了她。她当然知道那时候我不喜欢她。渐渐地，她也把我当成了
敌人。你说，我这样的行为是很自私对吗？
I really regretted what I have done.But I can't go back in time and change things.Actually if you make friends with her,she isn't a really bad person after all.Now she thinks I hate her,which is of course not true.You just have to look at the good side of her.She is a nice and friendly person.I enjoyed the time we had together.Be it in class or out of the school.But,even if I mend the friendship with her,I don't think we would be the best friends like we are last term as she already have another best friend<---a better one than me.I am just a meanie who only wants new friends and don't care about old ones(what other people thinks).We laugh,we joked.She was my friend since primary 3.I feel so guilty now...I don't even know whether she treat me as a friend.I owe her too much.She treats me so good in the past and I...I just don't believe that I would do such a thing to her.Because of other peoples' opinion,I 'dumped' her.Now I know the real reason why I have so little true friends who cares.Because they are just treating me the way I treat them.I know if I tell them: I will care more for you all from today onwards;they will just laugh and say: as if...
When I dumped her,the little devil in my heart was saying: DUMP HER,so many people don't like her...just dump her!And...I am stupid to follow its commands.And then...after awhile...a little angel in my heart whispered: It is still early.Patch up your friendship before it is too late. I turn a deaf ear to it and this is the outcome.I have one last sentence to say to her:Can you forgive me?
Drop the subject...
SA1 is finally over!So far...I had gotten back my Chinese sec. A and maths sec.A.
I improved 5 marks...unbelievable...I got 49/50 for chinese sec. A and 14/16 for maths sec.A.Hope can get at least 2 subjects band 1(:
haiz...sick again.severe flu + cough.Fever subsided le.Used 1 packet of tissue,1/2 of a box of tissue and 1/2 of a roll of toilet paper...know its digusting...hehe.Hope I recover soon,because of my illness i cannot go out): suppose to go out today...haiz
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