Msfayah told me & vivien to like arrange the report slips. I was like OMGGGGG-ing to vivien ._. My heart was beating super fast , & I kept gaving myself false hopes, still thinking that I will get top 3 again, though my results DROP from 20th floor to 1st floor. Saw Sharmila,2nd. I was like. Okay. Maybe third. then saw dont know who third. I was like "..." so i guess a top 5 was still okay, & i thought I can get a top 5. Butthen, yixin got that 4th place. I feel like bursting alr, then saw wanxin's. TOP 5 DREAM GONE. not even a top 5 when i was a ex top 3-ian. I buaytahan alr, so i dig-ed through the stack of papers, & saw it. 7. 7. 7. I almost burst in tears , I hold them back,telling those who asked that Im fine. I was not. I deproved five positions, FIVE. & my dear friends , at most drop only 2 or 3. I trembled like hell, & was super quiet for some time. Till when reached the archery place. Well, I think I was too complacent, & thought that everything will be alright. This applies to almost everything that i did. I guess this is the bad thing bout me. I cant change the fact that its a 7 now, but i shall work harder next year, be it chongboon or stmargs...
Ohkays, going there tmr, wish me goodluck/badluck kays? I will miss 1E2 like helllllllllllll D;